I am not showing my calorie or fasting log today, but I can tell you that I’m back at 309 pounds! So, vacation is now undone and I can pick up where I left off.

I also wanted to update you on one other thing…

So you know how I was going on vacation and would see my mother? Yeah, she didn’t notice my weight loss. Or, at least, didn’t mention it. There is a part of me that is disappointed in her for her obliviousness, but that’s nothing new with her. And don’t think for a second that her obliviousness is lack of interest – she is vain. My weight is a problem for her and always has been, especially once I hit morbid obesity. No, her obliviousness is that it’s not like I’m thin yet, and she is pretty self-focused. In the end, the major part of me is glad it didn’t come up.

Also, other people are starting to notice. Not, however, my best friend or my husband. Though they have noticed – I’ve seen it in their eyes – they haven’t remarked. Honestly, it’s so freaking weird.

xo

LOL

Okay, so I’ve been remiss, but we went on vacation for a week and I swear I spent a week getting ready for that. Then I spent a couple days putting our life back together.

We went out to eat a LOT. I mean a lot a lot, given how I’ve been eating in recent weeks, so I definitely gained weight. I imagine a lot of it was just excess waste… because I weighed in at 314 upon arrival at home, then 312 the next day, so…

All I can tell you is I’m back on track and I’ll keep working my little plan now that I’m home.

I’ll post something soon.

xox